So here i am… thinking of what it will should be… would be… and what it could be…
How can i think about one thing so much all day… everyday… and yet not give up even when i know how things are at the moment… and how it has been…
Am i fighting fate yet again to create an outcome that was never to be in the first place… or am i finally on the right path to get to where i always wanted to go…
Even though i know what i must do… where i must be… i still don’t know for sure where i will end up…
So many things undecided… unknown and unforgettable…
I will not give up
